in my break time, I used to surf in internet and found a picture of my friend, that really like a hongkong gangster…. hahaha..but now he has changed be a handsome boy…. good luck..also his heart so low profile not like his photo(gangster heart)…and very-very love of her future girlfriend…(non paid promotion)…
so….DOn’t Judge the book by the COVER!!
I think of you
in everything that i do
to be with you what ever it takes i’ll do 
cause you my love, you all my heart desires
you’ve lighten up my life forever i’m alive
since i found you my world seems so brand new
you’ve show me the love i never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since i found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since i found you
………………..end of song…………………..
That’s the song by Christian Bautista, I wrote it down for some one so love to me but I can not pay for her. I LOVE HER TOO, but nowadays my priority is not the love, my life is differrent with other,now I am not ready for love, love is not my first goal.I have another goal but cannot express in this blog. the another GOAL IS THE FIRST PRIORITY BESIDE THE LOVE. GOD I FEEL SAD TODAY….:-(. I want sing a song for her..
I hope she will hate me,
because I never gave my time to her,
I cannot in her arms when she down,
she never get angry to me,
she never ask me something I can not do,
she never set her priority than mine,
she never say "I can’t" for me till now,
she never say I HATE YOU,
she never say YOU MAY NOT GO,
she never say YOU MAY NOT WORK
she never ask me to accompany her except I offer
she never done something I dislike
But she always say I still love and miss you.
"with you is like received a grace of GOD…"
but I may not too much feel the goodness from you, you are the best for me, but I can’t give the best of me!The best of me is you got some one BETTER THAN ME. Many want get close to you..so I may not hold you more, BECAUSE I CANT PERFORM THE BEST FOR YOU. Today is the day of my turning point in my life…
I have to make a decision, THANKS FOR BEING MY GOOD FRIEND!
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Since a few weeks ago, I read a famous book called PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE. I have read it before, but I read it once more to know more the core of the book… SInce then, I found that Life is really mysterious. What I feel so deep is about unlucky boy and girl beside us, like them who be a beggar on the street and ask money using guitar and ("ECEK-ECEK")…ehm so weight to feel that…also they do not recognize Jesus and will not saved… How about us??we have all, we have house, good finance, car, motorcycle, phone, wife or girl friend…. I always have that mind, and so whats the question?? also when I eat in a top Restaurant need much of money with my friend, about hundred thousand Rupiahs,I thought that the money is SO BIG for them(unlucky boy and girl)….but for us only once out…maybe for them will use in a week or month. I always have that mind…its hard to thought…God Has his Sovereignity…God’s Justice is not same as what we thought.. HAVE YOU GIVE THANKS OF WHAT YOU HAD TODAY?? GIVE THANKS… and since I share it with my friend, and read a book about the Sovereignity, I have said to my self That being rich and raise the PROSPERITY is not a fault…. what relationship with what I have thought about the unlucky boy and girl?I ever have a mindset that being and raise the prosperity is not good, because when we feel the richness, but many others feel the poorness…so my mindset is closed at that time… Bible also tell us about the positive of Prosperity, but how we manage it…that’s the question!!! ..now I have a new mindset about it, I have my new goal in work, in all of my life’s aspect. GOd Said in bible, "when we done something, done it for the Majest of God"….so when I work(because now I had work, not study again…)….I have a mindset work for survive and collect money…also work for God… maybe Some day I will be an Entrepreneur, but I have a ENTREPRENEUR GOAL…. my ENTREPRENEUR GOAL : "PIPE OF BLESSING…." when we have an own bussiness or continue parents’, we are being an ENTREPRENEUR, so COLLECT MUCH OF MONEY and being RICH is not the first goal of an ENTREPRENEUR… PIPE OF BLESSING is the GOAL… REMEMBER THAT :=====PROSPERITY in GOD’s Hand!!
I am trusted to lead a team consist of 7 people, 4 girls and 3 man include me. Second Mission Trip held on 21-27 July 2006. like ussual, we arrived in singaraja, 22 July and start our ministry. This Second Ministry of Mission Trip going in a purpose of build a strong relationship in getting closer to GOd.our commision of Evangelism hope that this mission trip bring a revival in all commision in SIngaraja, Bali, also we want they will feel thristy to learn Bible and have a heart in loving God Compassionately.
my 2nd Mission Trip has end, but my spirit never end. ussualy I though, Why god do not work more and lead more also change more in SIngaraja, and why should wait us to get moving to ge singaraja??But I still believe the Sovereignity of God, and I surrender in it.
God Bless You ALl, and thank you very much to the team of Mission Trip.
